May 2010
ew. barf. why does it still bother me?
Its like a cut thats almost healed but wants to re-infest.
it hurts. but not as much as it did.
NOM NOM NOM!
Nicole: i like your icon
O.o
Me: thank u
Nicole: youre welcome.
you kinda remind me of like......
a school girl and the cookie monster.
Me: lol
Wtf lol
Nicole: yep.
i kinda wanna give you a cookie
and see you flip out
like
bkadfelarsdgdlkhbfksjdbnfkjvnsdknNYUM NUM NUM NUM NUM
Me: ill take a cookie
HAHAHA
Nicole: sorry i dont have cookies-_- i fibbed.
Me: smh.
your just a tease
Nicole: i am.
-shakes butt-
shh...
Me: hahaha
Nicole: dont tell anyone.
>.>
Me: im telling the world. .... of tumblr!
Nicole: okay..
tell them
my milshake brings all the boys to the yard
and damn right its better then yours
damn right its better then yours
i can teach you
but id have to charge.
na na na na naaa
Me: your deranged lol
Ten Minutes Later....
Nicole: HEY! im not deranged.
Today i went to my sisters school for the deaf. it was so amazing. The deaf community is so loving and kind. Everyone signed even those that could speak. One of the teachers was completely deaf and she was so nice i got to talk to her even though i cant sign, she was able to read my lips and i understand the signs she was doing. They sang to my sister in sign language the whole thing was just...
I just think it sucks that for my friends i will go out of my way to plan a little get together for their birthdays but for mine they either dont want to go or they didnt even know it was my birthday. yet another situation in which my true friends shine through…
Food For Thought: Nom Nom Nom.
When you first entered high school did you expect yourself to change as much as you have? Did you see yourself doing the things you’ve done? When you look back do your morals utterly vanish before your eyes? Do you watch every grain of who you were wash away? Can you see your self becoming stronger? Do you see all your weaknesses and flaws? Have you accomplished everything you imagined you...
I’m so happy I got my blackberry I was going to get the incredible but I wasn’t impressedd
And things have changed so drastically, I’m sure I’m not the same person I was yesterday.
“I’m still alive but I’m barely breathing… I’m falling to...”
– Breakeven
Theres a feeling between Tired and Sad.. I wish there was a name for it. A lot of the time that is what I’m feeling.
Yummy salad you make me feel so good inside. im happy when i eat my salad. i wish life was that simple. do something happy and life feels good. i need someone to be my salad.
Me and My Mom.
My mom is always saying “Critter you know you can come to me for anything” and I never really listened.. My mom is a very open person. she will talk about anything with anyone. Me i’m a very private person. I tell few things to few people. Today my mom decided we should talk about sex… it was weird. and im sad to say i did learn a lot. lol but not in the way you would...
unnerved: deprived of courage and strength;
wow from feeling bad i ended up thinking about the crap i didnt want to and i gave myself a headache. >_< this is why i try not to think so hard.
Nothing like strolling down memory lane. And seeing how far I’ve come :)
I hate the nights like this.
People complain that they know nothing about me. this has happened a million times before. And im trying to open up to people now, but when i do they act like im stupid for feeling how i do.
and now i do feel stupid. i hate this shit. i have no one to talk to. and i was fine knowing that. but please dont make me feel like for once i have someone to go to out of all the fake people i know. i am...
i dont know if you call what i do soul searching. i dont know if i believe in souls. i believe in the essence of my being. maybe thats what im searching for. my essence. what am i?.. who am i? where am i going? what am i doing?
ignorant people = sad/pathetic world.
i guess we cant all be Carolyn =/
I dont know whats been up. Ive had my highs and lows and when i try to listen to my music nothing hits its either too Happy or too Sad.. theres no in between…
someone needs to write a song like “todays a good day, im not happy but im not sad either.. lalalalalala”
hotfudgesaturdae:
livchapp:
The second I feel pretty, I see a girl who is gorgeous and all my confidence goes away.
Friqqing Wow. i guess nothing is every REALLY yours. Like i thought this was between us. something special but like everything else you take it away and give it to her… like its okay cause i guess we’re not really friends anymore but it still stings. you know the cuts still there, its still fighting to heal no matter how you keep scratching at it -_-
Glee was amahhzinnng today.
I heart Puck.
And they sang my favorite friqqin song. like WOW. this show is effing amahhzinnngggg
Life is a work of art, you’ve got to paint it colorful.
Change a Person. Change The World.
Even When I'm Silent I'm Saying Too Much.
Everyone hates me for different reasons, i dont know what people want from me.
One minute i talk to much the next im to quiet.
One second i joke to much the next im to serious.
Im too full of myself or too low.
Im the best person youve ever met or biggest bitch youve ever known.
Please tell me how to fix myself because for some reason im always wrong.
You don’t know what goes on in my world.
I miss catholic school.
i miss my uniform =/
